Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Someone
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell her things that you’ve never shared with another soul and she absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that might never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell her about it, knowing she will share in your excitement. She would not be embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do she hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough but rather she build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when she is around. You can be yourself and not worry about what she will think of you because she love you for who you are.
Told my self,I may not be her first, her last or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if only she loves me now, nothing else would matter..She's not perfect? I am not either and the two of us may never be perfect together but if she can make me laugh, whole and feel stronger when she is around then nothing else matters cause for me I am not perfect at all and I admit to being human and making mistakes, I will hold onto her and give her the most I can if only she did not belong to someone else. She may not be thinking about me every second of the day but she will give the guy she loves anything if it would make him happy . So if I had a chance this time I would put my heart and soul and try my best not to hurt her, never change her, never analyze and never expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes me happy, let her know when she makes me mad and miss her when she's not here.
*hope you really liked the pedicure & manicure..& the roses <3
Told my self,I may not be her first, her last or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if only she loves me now, nothing else would matter..She's not perfect? I am not either and the two of us may never be perfect together but if she can make me laugh, whole and feel stronger when she is around then nothing else matters cause for me I am not perfect at all and I admit to being human and making mistakes, I will hold onto her and give her the most I can if only she did not belong to someone else. She may not be thinking about me every second of the day but she will give the guy she loves anything if it would make him happy . So if I had a chance this time I would put my heart and soul and try my best not to hurt her, never change her, never analyze and never expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes me happy, let her know when she makes me mad and miss her when she's not here.
*hope you really liked the pedicure & manicure..& the roses <3
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Red Hot Chili Peppers - I Could Die for You
I would'nt die for you coz i wanna live for you and with you..=)
Monday, August 15, 2011
Happy 25th Birthday!!
Miss you and hope u would have a awesome birthday. Wish you all the best in everything!
Sunday, August 7, 2011
It's like everyday I die..
Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gonna do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
Thinking bout
How im gonna do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind
The only thing I wanna change is your last name but nothing is gonna matter to you anymore.. :'(
The only thing I wanna change is your last name but nothing is gonna matter to you anymore.. :'(
Babyface feat Mariah Carey Everytime I Close My Eyes
It might be too late but I still thank the lord that I met u. No matter how far you go or even if we dont see each other anymore, the moments and love we shared will always be there...<3
Friday, August 5, 2011
Tyga - Far Away ft. Chris Richardson
I would walk a thousand miles just to see her face..never felt this way before honestly, she has really took control of me..
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Believe
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. I believe that she is meant for me no matter what.
Monday, August 1, 2011
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Imran Khan - Bewafa
I dont understand the whole song but I know what does "Bewafa" means,Unfaithful..its similar to "I don't wanna know" by Mario Winans.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
A Note For You
After all that I have been through this is what I have learned.
"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"
Have we ever wondered which hurts the most?? "saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?" Well I would say "saying nothing and wishing I had said something"
Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down...
If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours. If it does not come back, it was never meant to be...
It's only after someone is gone you realize how much you miss them and how much they mean to you...
Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.
If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy....even if its not with you
Loving someone doesnt need a reason. If you can explain why you love someone, its not called "Love"... its called "Like"...
Questions that I want to ask her if I had a chance.
Should I smile because we are friends (I think so??)? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?
What can I do to make you come back?
Do you even think of me and miss me at times??
Things That I would like her to know.
If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...
I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I dont know how to let you go...
The worst feeling you will ever feel is loving the person who means the world to you sincerely knowing that you mean nothing to them..
To the world you may be but one, but to one you might be the world..I'm the ONE..
"you never really stop loving someone. you just learn to try to live without them" but I cant seem to learn that one things till this sec...
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you...
When I used to sit next to you doing absolutely nothing, It meant absolutely everything to me coz I had you rite beside me... I might have not said it before because I was sure u knew, I always felt like having you beside me..
I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life...
"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"
Have we ever wondered which hurts the most?? "saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?" Well I would say "saying nothing and wishing I had said something"
Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down...
If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours. If it does not come back, it was never meant to be...
It's only after someone is gone you realize how much you miss them and how much they mean to you...
Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.
If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy....even if its not with you
Loving someone doesnt need a reason. If you can explain why you love someone, its not called "Love"... its called "Like"...
Questions that I want to ask her if I had a chance.
Should I smile because we are friends (I think so??)? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?
What can I do to make you come back?
Do you even think of me and miss me at times??
Things That I would like her to know.
If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...
I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I dont know how to let you go...
The worst feeling you will ever feel is loving the person who means the world to you sincerely knowing that you mean nothing to them..
To the world you may be but one, but to one you might be the world..I'm the ONE..
"you never really stop loving someone. you just learn to try to live without them" but I cant seem to learn that one things till this sec...
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you...
When I used to sit next to you doing absolutely nothing, It meant absolutely everything to me coz I had you rite beside me... I might have not said it before because I was sure u knew, I always felt like having you beside me..
I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life...
How To Love
You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love
You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare, the way you go moving your body
Like you never had a love and you dont care
You had a lot of dreams that transform to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
But it wasn't your fault
To hurt you wasn't in my intentions
See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You're beautiful
And I want you to know, you're far from the usual
Far from the usual
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love
You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare, the way you go moving your body
Like you never had a love and you dont care
You had a lot of dreams that transform to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
But it wasn't your fault
To hurt you wasn't in my intentions
See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You're beautiful
And I want you to know, you're far from the usual
Far from the usual
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Friday, July 8, 2011
True Love lives On, Even When We're Gone
It has been almost a year since I last blogged and even visited my own blog. I guess the obvious answer is because I never felt like blogging or I never felt as lonely as I am now for the past one year. I have got rid of many unwanted people from my life and also lost a few people that I have never wanted to lose. When I look back now I think I was really lost and I was not really sure of what I needed and wanted. I am a person with lots of regrets and mistakes now. One good thing about it is,from a person who has been selfish I know I have changed into someone who is more considerate especially towards the people who have been there unconditionally.
I really do wish love could last forever and words that comes out from the woman/man you love will never change. She came into my life and went just like that, I changed every single part of me without me realizing when she was mine. I have to agree that I have done mistakes, lots of em but I am just a ordinary guy who does mistakes without realizing. Never thought this random girl who went to the same Uni where I am studying and I got to know in FB could turn into a person who seem to mean the world to me now when she is gone. I know I can never rewind the time and turn things to be better between us which has turned from bad to worse even though I know I am a better person now and I can be the person that she has always been wishing for.
I get so pissed and hurt when I think how could a person who said ''I am Happy with the way you are/you are all I needed'' to you could just forget about you and leave.I am not saying I was the best boyfriend because I know have done and said stupid things but I did put her first and tried to be the best. I might have hurt you a lot but I regret every single mistakes that I have done. No matter how hard I try,It is hard for me to forget every single thing we shared,every places that we went and those hugs and kisses. I know I had the best in my arms, you and now I have lost it. Honestly,you might not have looked the prettiest when I first met you but now you seem to be hundred times way more prettier than madona or anyone out there, not because of your looks but because of your heart and the way you used to love me and I realized how beautiful and unconditional things were. I don't know if you have moved on but I really hope you will always be happy and things will be better where ever you are or go.
Love,
Neeth
I really do wish love could last forever and words that comes out from the woman/man you love will never change. She came into my life and went just like that, I changed every single part of me without me realizing when she was mine. I have to agree that I have done mistakes, lots of em but I am just a ordinary guy who does mistakes without realizing. Never thought this random girl who went to the same Uni where I am studying and I got to know in FB could turn into a person who seem to mean the world to me now when she is gone. I know I can never rewind the time and turn things to be better between us which has turned from bad to worse even though I know I am a better person now and I can be the person that she has always been wishing for.
I get so pissed and hurt when I think how could a person who said ''I am Happy with the way you are/you are all I needed'' to you could just forget about you and leave.I am not saying I was the best boyfriend because I know have done and said stupid things but I did put her first and tried to be the best. I might have hurt you a lot but I regret every single mistakes that I have done. No matter how hard I try,It is hard for me to forget every single thing we shared,every places that we went and those hugs and kisses. I know I had the best in my arms, you and now I have lost it. Honestly,you might not have looked the prettiest when I first met you but now you seem to be hundred times way more prettier than madona or anyone out there, not because of your looks but because of your heart and the way you used to love me and I realized how beautiful and unconditional things were. I don't know if you have moved on but I really hope you will always be happy and things will be better where ever you are or go.
Love,
Neeth
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